deciding

up until recently I've held in the back of my mind that if my job (or any for that matter) would offer me full time work with benefits, that I would gladly put our move on hold. really, we could always move in a few years, and maybe have some more money saved up before and be able to start off really great.

but the more I think about it the less willing I am to wait. if we keep putting it off, when will we go? next year, 3 years, 10 years? no, its not something that can wait. so we throw caution to the wind and move. whether we are ready for not. if you wait for the "right" time to do something, you will never do it. never. there is never going to be a "right" time.

so we move. we have 17 days left in Illinois. and I am desperate to get out. NOW! its so friggin cold. in may. my how I hate it here. I checked the weather in phoenix. its been 90 for most of the week. sweet sweet hot weather, how I long to get to you!

nothing could possibly change my decision now. nothing. I am ready. now is as "right" a time as there ever will be!